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LATER.....

ISSUES

Back to blogging...it's been around 2 months already!!!

Anyways...there are many issues in my life now...

And they suck big time...

I dunno why...but I feel that God has really made my life fun...

And honestly...I think He's been good to me...but there are so many issues I'm dealing with right now that I feel...

I feel that I have not been sharing them with Him...but instead with other people...

So...let's summarise the issues...

#1: Church
Sighhh....it's just hard to say this...but I feel like leaving church....
It's really not easy for me to carry on staying there when I can make no friends...
Funny thing is...I can make friends with non-Christians...but with Christians...I just can't click with them...
All we ever do is just "church-stuff" or "ministry-duties"...
Not much real bonding ever happens...I'm always like saying "hi" and "bye" to them...
And I'm gonna have a talk with my leader soon...hopefully it resolves stuff...
But the only reason I'm staying is...and the only reason is...because I love God. And I love the youths He has put under my care. As simple as that.


#2: School
Ahhh...the biggest shit...
It's not that I dun like school...I like it...I like the lessons...
But there are just some shitty people I dun like...(*cough* STORM IG)
Hmm...let's be hush-hush about that....
Coz it's not very nice to wash dirty linen in public....
But deep down...I kinda like them all...
Okay I'm lying....there's an exception for this one egomaniac....

Anyways...I think I'll really miss E37Q...
They're like...one of the most hardworking but playful bunch of hobbits I've ever met in RP...
But then...I have some friend issues with some of them...

It's just like wad I told WT about...
And I'm sure she knows who I'm referring to...
But I still think I'm an insecure brat...
I really think too much about wad others think about...
I think that I think too much...see????
Inferiority complex is soooo not enjoyable....

I'm still looking for buddies...like wad I told WT...
But I thank God for precious friends like:
1) Jerome the Awesomest Prime Minister of the Hobbits!!!!
2) Marlinisari the Seducer and evil Mistress!!!
3) Myzan the Bitch!!!
4) Xian Wee the Tallest Awesomest Prime Ministress!!!
5) Rashidah the Gossip Girl!!!
6) Wanting the MissTSK!!!
7) Jeselyn the Ubin girl!!!
8) Nathaniel the FATHANIEL!

But sometimes I question myself..."AM I A GOOD FRIEND?"
Coz if I am...then why aren't YOU a good friend back?
I mean...if u treat someone nicely...u WOULD expect that someone to treat u back the same way right?
Sighhh...but like wad WT said...maybe I think too much about stuff...
Let's just enjoy the good times ya??
Hmmm...something like...
"Remember the good times...forget the bad times?"
Or something along that line....

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Remember!! God is with us!!!