NO INTERACTION?

As usual...Maths sucked again today...

But I have to thank Jeselyn aka Miss Zhi Hui for all the help!!!

Was early in class again....and waited with Jes till like 8.45am for another teammate to arrive...

Thank God in the end we had 4 people...and that last week's disaster wasn't re-lived again...

But then again...the other 2 teammates didn't help much...sad to say...

I mean...it's ok if they dun know how to do...but they hardly helped...
Which aggravated my sadness...

Fortunately I have Jes...who kept showing me madly-sadistic videos of gore and pure disgust on Facebook...
Thanks for the entertainment Jes! I didn't know gore and horror could take my mind off the despair and sian-ness...

While doing ws...Nat kept disturbing me....which was quite fun!!! At least he helped me take a break from the stress of DEMONIC VECTORS-APPLIED MATHS QUESTIONS.

Thanks Nat!! I'll poke u again someday....

Lunched with Michelle, Lini, Jes, Stanley, Sche and Stanley's friend called SPOON...coz his NS badge said "something-S-Poon"...so it looked like SPOON...according to wad Stanley said...

Then went back to class to finish ppt....
Rushed through it with Jes as always....

We helped some people to answer it....
I felt quite useless coz I didn't know much about it...

After sch...went to borrow a Financial Accounting book...it's gonna be my best friend tomorrow...
Bused home with Rach on 969 while complaining aka BITCHING on the bus...
Chatted about our class and ex-class...which brought me to this conclusion:

Here's a shout-out of a big fat F to those shitty people who think that poly students must be more "professional and be less childish"...professionalism is an attitude and not something u emulate...

I miss the child-like wonder we all had...and NatalieDee's comics always make me smile from ear to ear...priceless....

EMO POST CHAPTER XIV??

Sigh....

It's one of those emo posts again....

As usual....my emo rantings wouldn't end....

But why???

Sometimes shit happens to me...

But of all places...it has to be church...

Why?????

This incident brought so much pain back...

So many bad memories of wad happened not long ago...

I dun wan it to happen again....making the same mistake TWICE....

I cried abit just now...thinking about why it just HAVE to happen AGAIN....

Trials come like the weather...

Unfathomable and unpredictable...

The stress of sch piled up with this makes it so much more shitty....

There's always no end to it...

Sometimes I think to myself..."Why dun I have any church friends to talk it out with?"

And also "Why am I facing this now??"

"Is it because God wants to test me? See if I pass?"

"But why is it always harder than wad others seem to have? Why me??"

Sometimes I wish I had all the answers....and ask God for more help...

God help me. I want to be a better youth leader. At least, better than THEM.

TWO IS A TEAM??

Yesterday...I had Maths lesson...

As usual...it was 3 of us in the team...
Well actually it was supposed to be 5 lah...
But then the Year 3 guy didn't come...
And the other malay girl was also AWOL....



Guess wad....it's VECTORS again....
But thanks to Jeselyn...we were a bit ok-ok with it...
I think I'm in the same team with Jeselyn for Marketing...Entrepreneurship and Maths...

Ok so anyways in yesterday's maths team there was me, Jeselyn and Hanan...

So the class went as usual...and I lunched with Jerome and Nat at Koufu...
It was the....2nd time I ate at Koufu?? Shame on me...

Then we chatted quite a lot over lunch...
And Jerome and Nat were pri sch friends!!!
So concidental?? Yes!

And when I came back from lunch...Hanan was gone...
My first guess was maybe she wasn't feeling well...and went back home...

But then...I saw tat my laptop was on start-up screen...
And I was guessing maybe it was another PRANK by Jerome....
But then he was with me during lunch...

So when I looked over at the foolscap paper near me....I saw this:

Figure 1a

"Dear Team 3, Hanan here, I'm sorry I'll have to go. I've O'lvl classes. Its last minute. I'm real sorry, you guys. Please inform the faci alright. Once again, I'm sorry. Love, Hanan."

Hahah she's so polite sia!!!
But there's another message...if u can see from the figure 1a...there's an arrow pointing upwards...to the other message...

It says that she accidentally plugged out my cable and is sorry about it....
Hahah so cool!!
She even wrote a message about it....which made me felt so bad...
Coz I came back late and didn't get to say bye to her...

And so me and Jeselyn were left....
We were frantically rushing through the ppt....with some answers from her friend's ppt...
And yeah...so 2 of us presented....

But it went well....phew!!!
Yeah so tat was yesterday....

Red, red and red: Jerome, Nathaniel and Sean?? Peculiar sight indeed...

SHE MISSED THE BUS...

Ah yes...
One week of sch is finally over!!!

And I think I had fun...
I think everyone is blending into class now...

Oh and today right...during lunch-break...
One of my teammates accompanied me down to tapao lunch...
She's kinda tall...and she's 19 I think...

So after I tapao-ed my food (she didn't coz she's meeting her friends)...
We happened to walk past my ex-classmate...
Let's call him X....
We walked past his table and I waved to him...

Well I dun really talk much to him nowadays...
But when X turned and saw me with my teammate...he went "wow!"
And when we walked off I thought that he thinking about this:

"Omg Sean has a hot friend with him...."

Coz he was always saying shitty stuff like tat...which always embarrasses me...
He would always tease me when I meet ex-classmates who are girls...

So anyways....I felt weird to see him again coz there are some people you dun wanna meet again...

BITCHES!!!

And then there's this incident on the bus home with Rach...
We were on 969 when the bus came to one stop...
And there's this Indian woman talking on the phone...
But she's not like those Indian-ish kind...
Think female-version of Kumar...with those mixed-blood look...

And she was on the phone...when suddenly...this happened...

My bus left!! The driver didn't even stop and wait for any passengers!!
So that woman was talking on the phone...and when I noticed it...
I told Rach to look at her...and said "U see...she missed the bus.."

And all of the sudden...
The woman got mad...and said "What the FISH??!!"

We saw her lip movements and it kinda looked like "What the FISH"...instead of the F-word...
And then Rach asked "I wonder if she said tat...or just mouthed it..."
And I wondered too...
Coz imagine she's talking to someone and she suddenly blurted it out...

Anyways...here's part of my conver with Rach while we were so bored in class...

CONVER:
I said: "Eh tat's going on my blog"
She said: "Mine too"

Isn't she such a wonderful bitch??
Hahahaha!! But still...it's 100% true....
Except for the elongated neck part....
And I didn't know why we talked until there!
She even drew it!!!

I'm trying to revive back my other labels...like Randomanation....I miss them....

NEW SCHOOL SEMESTER!!!

Hi people!!!

I'm finally back to blogging!!!

Yay new sch sem!!!

I was so nervous about my new classmates!!!

And on the 1st day of sch...I was the 1st to reach class!!!

I was sooo nervous about being like...the 10th or something and coming into class with fierce faces staring at me...

So I became the "fierce face" instead...

And my 1st classmate strolled into class at around...8.10am??

I reached around 8am...and was having paranoia about being in the wrong class!!!

I kept MSNing with my friends and Rach about it...

Kept going about "being in the wrong class...so PS!!"

And then the day started with the 1st lesson of Marketing...

The marketing faci looked ok-ok...not so fierce...

But she made the 1st lesson of the semester so monotonous!!!

And marketing was hard to understand!!

Something about products...promotion...pricing...place...

But my teammates were great! At least they did some work...

Then the next day was Entrepreneurship...

The faci was a woman again....

She was also kinda boring and strict...coz she's the co-module chair...

We have a project to finish by end of 14 weeks...

It's part of the module...

One word....SICKENING...

Bused home with Rach...

Bitched/Complained on the bus...

According to Rach...bitching= complaining...

And I have to agree...

Had maths yesterday...and maths faci was a WOMAN again...

I think we have enough of women facis....

But she was nice...at least she's not like Ling Hue Chye...

Speaking about Ling-ling...

Here's wad I found out...zoom in on it...


And I was so shocked about it!!!
Oh and credits to Rach for print-screening this...
I just "koped" it from her blog...

And well there's Financial Accounting today...
I guess today and yesterday's team were the best...
My classmates are pretty fun...
So I guess we just need a bit more bonding time to know each other better...

Though I have some prejudice about some based on first impressions...
Heh...people will never stop judging...won't they?

I shall try to have fun...
While enjoying bad sarcasm being broadcasted aloud in class...

AND TODAY IS CHINA'S NATIONAL DAY....

Yes...it's 1st Oct...
And we all know wad that means...

CHILDREN'S DAY!!!

Oh and yes it's my birthday too...hahah!!
Hmmm...ok...
Didn't really celebrated much today....
Except...on sat my family is going out for celebration dinner with me...

Oh and I bought my birthday present yesterday with Udin...Shu Ying and Rach!!!
Bought a new pair of shoes...coz the old ones are small....
And yes...it's brown....
And then there's this burning question...

I like brown shoes meh??

Coz while we shopped in for shoes...I kept looking at brown ones...
Till Rach said..."Are u gettting the brown one?"
And then while we walked around in BHG...
I was talking to Udin until some brown shoe caught my eye...
And I said "blah blah blah...oh I just spotted some nice brown shoes"

BROWN SHOES....

Ok on a side note....
I've finally found out about my FINAL module grades!!!

Introduction to Communication Practices: A
Science: B
Maths: B
Enterprise: B+
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving: B
GPA: 3.30

Ok...satisfactory...
And then Rach told me to check my timetable....
And here it is...

Mon: Marketing
Tues:Entrepreneurship
Wed: Maths 2
Thurs: Financial Accounting
Fri: Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving 2

Ok...so tat's Oct 1st for you....
Celebration of Red and Yellow for China...brown shoes and sch for me...
Ughhhh....the irony....

Taken from Yahoo News: "President Hu Jintao extolled the country's Communist Party-led rebirth in a speech to the invitation-only crowd from Tiananmen gate, where Mao Zedong proclaimed the founding of the People's Republic on October 1, 1949."