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DOUBT DOUBT DOUBT

Hey guys!! Father's Day was yesterday!! And this picture above really made my day!!!
And also Darth Vader's tweets on Twitter were neurotically epic!!!
Check them out here! http://www.twitter.com/darthvader/favorites

Anyways...I've been some doubts recently...
And I was thinking...who in this world doesn't doubt?
I am proud to admit that at times...I doubt a lot...and I do mean A LOT...
Like...there was this one time when I was on duty to look after 3-6 yr old kids during church service...this boy shared a testimony of how he prayed to God when he was lost in the mall and then his parents found him...
So inside my heart I was asking God "Really? Did he pray?"
Or even more specifically..."CAN he pray? Since he's like...5..."
And God just repeated said "Sean, do not doubt. Sean, do not doubt."
But I couldn't help it...I DOUBTED... *gasp*
But when that boy finished sharing his testimony, he walked over to me and said this...

"I REALLY PRAYED!! I NEVER LIE!!"

I was shocked.
How did he know?
Did you tell him that...God?
Or did he read my expression?

And just recently, there was loads of internet fury about City Harvest...
Again...I doubted in my heart...
"Are they really doing this God?"
"Or is it just persecution?"

Somehow...I felt the Holy Spirit telling me it's persecution...
And I was yet again surprised..
Persecution against Christians in Singapore...
I felt comforted by what the Holy Spirit said...but can't help it but DOUBT A LITTLE...

To add onto the paranoia...I was beginning to doubt others too...
Insecurities and paranoia can really stir up lots of doubt...
But I constantly ask God to keep me...and not let me doubt...
But it's only human to doubt right?
I mean...

ARE YOU GULLIBLE?
TO BELIEVE EVERYTHING WHOLESALE? 100%?

OR

YOU TRUST OTHERS BECAUSE YOU HAVE CONFIDENCE IN THEM?
YOU GAVE THEM YOUR TRUST...JUST AS THEY HAVE GIVEN YOU THEIRS?




"I am not ashamed, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that God is able to guard what I have entrusted to Him."
2 Timothy 1:12

SOMETIMES WE FORGET...

Hey guys!! I'm finally back to blogging!!
Changed template...skin and rearranged some nonsense here and there...
But all in all...I've changed the concept of this blog...
Okay so here's a little bit of something I was working on some time now...when I was free...
It's a poem entitled "Sometimes we forget"...
It's basically an inaccurate summary of things that we forget...and the reasons behind them...

SOMETIMES WE FORGET...
Sometimes we forget who God is,
Because we fit Him into whom we want Him to be.

Sometimes we forget our happiness,
Because our joy has been robbed.

Sometimes we forget the sound of laughter,
Because our ears cannot receive what we cannot give.

Sometimes we forget the joy we have shared,
Because that joy did not last forever.

Sometimes we forget what we are angry at,
Because the frustration itself is what we remember.

Sometimes we forget why we cry,
Because the tears from our eyes have blinded us.

Sometimes we forget who our closest friends are,
Because we were always finding them.

Sometimes we forget the people whom we have met,
Because they were simply forgotten-just.like.that.

Sometimes we forget who helped us,
Because we are just so prideful.

Sometimes we forget that attracting attention is harmful,
Because we are repelling people’s respect for us.

Sometimes we forget to be nice and kind,
Because we think being sarcastic and snarky makes us more intellectual.

Sometimes we forget that we are young adults,
Because being a child is so liberating and carefree.

Sometimes we forget our purpose and destiny,
Because the world has caught up to us.

Sometimes we forget to take off our masks,
Because we fit so well into those roles.

Sometimes we forget who we are,
Because we were trying to be who we aren’t.

Well...a poem's a poem...and not everyone is as expressive as Picasso...
Gonna blog more often now...as promised...

PROCASTINATION IS INEVITABLE

I will blog....











LATER.....

ISSUES

Back to blogging...it's been around 2 months already!!!

Anyways...there are many issues in my life now...

And they suck big time...

I dunno why...but I feel that God has really made my life fun...

And honestly...I think He's been good to me...but there are so many issues I'm dealing with right now that I feel...

I feel that I have not been sharing them with Him...but instead with other people...

So...let's summarise the issues...

#1: Church
Sighhh....it's just hard to say this...but I feel like leaving church....
It's really not easy for me to carry on staying there when I can make no friends...
Funny thing is...I can make friends with non-Christians...but with Christians...I just can't click with them...
All we ever do is just "church-stuff" or "ministry-duties"...
Not much real bonding ever happens...I'm always like saying "hi" and "bye" to them...
And I'm gonna have a talk with my leader soon...hopefully it resolves stuff...
But the only reason I'm staying is...and the only reason is...because I love God. And I love the youths He has put under my care. As simple as that.


#2: School
Ahhh...the biggest shit...
It's not that I dun like school...I like it...I like the lessons...
But there are just some shitty people I dun like...(*cough* STORM IG)
Hmm...let's be hush-hush about that....
Coz it's not very nice to wash dirty linen in public....
But deep down...I kinda like them all...
Okay I'm lying....there's an exception for this one egomaniac....

Anyways...I think I'll really miss E37Q...
They're like...one of the most hardworking but playful bunch of hobbits I've ever met in RP...
But then...I have some friend issues with some of them...

It's just like wad I told WT about...
And I'm sure she knows who I'm referring to...
But I still think I'm an insecure brat...
I really think too much about wad others think about...
I think that I think too much...see????
Inferiority complex is soooo not enjoyable....

I'm still looking for buddies...like wad I told WT...
But I thank God for precious friends like:
1) Jerome the Awesomest Prime Minister of the Hobbits!!!!
2) Marlinisari the Seducer and evil Mistress!!!
3) Myzan the Bitch!!!
4) Xian Wee the Tallest Awesomest Prime Ministress!!!
5) Rashidah the Gossip Girl!!!
6) Wanting the MissTSK!!!
7) Jeselyn the Ubin girl!!!
8) Nathaniel the FATHANIEL!

But sometimes I question myself..."AM I A GOOD FRIEND?"
Coz if I am...then why aren't YOU a good friend back?
I mean...if u treat someone nicely...u WOULD expect that someone to treat u back the same way right?
Sighhh...but like wad WT said...maybe I think too much about stuff...
Let's just enjoy the good times ya??
Hmmm...something like...
"Remember the good times...forget the bad times?"
Or something along that line....

Anyways...catch me on Twitter!!!

Remember!! God is with us!!!

TAKE A BREAK!

Ok...let's take a break from blogging k??

I have loads of things on my mind...

And blogging's not on it...

So I guess...it's a breaktime for this holiday period...

SIGH!

And I thought there's gonna be a really nice long post about my week....

Oh well.....I'll just rot at one corner...feeling UNBLOGGABLE....

CHAPTER 5: CLANDESTINE UNHAPPINESS SERVED WITH ACRIMONY...

Hey people!!!


Like finally...I'm back to BROGGING!!!


And wad better way to revive the half-dead corpse-of-a-blog than with another critically-acclaimed award-winning EMO BLOG POST??



Ok lemons and sarcasm aside....
I'm seriously upset...
About loads of stuff...
Stuff that makes u irritable...erratic....unhappy and acrimonious...
Ok...too much vocab vocab....

I just got so caught up with so much shit stuff in my life now...
I need more than just laxatives to flush it all down...

I mean seriously...who needs a jerk to be in your team twice in a row??
And then there's the "I'm-thrown-in-a-corner-like-a-used-tissue" syndrome again...

Oh God I seriously hate this feeling EVERY. SINGLE. FREAKING. WAKING. MOMENT. IN. CLASS.
It's like...high school drama we watch in bitchy shows like High School Musical...iCarly...
U know....Ammeriiicaaaan-cultureeee

Thank God E37Q doesn't have much evil class politics....
But I feel like I haven't really been honest with myself for the past 8 months in RP...
I mean...I was NEVER my real self in class...
Sure everyone thought I'm the "LOL-boy" or "Smart-guy"...

But then....everytime I'm with my sec sch mates...I feel....normal....

It's like a sacred word...to be NORMAL....

Nonetheless...I'm grateful to have such a drama-mama friend like MARLINISARI!!!!
Hahaha!!
Oh my gosh...I wish we were like...in drama IG together...
I dunno wad's so fun about Lini....

Maybe it's the fact that she knows wad I'm always rambling about?
Or maybe it's coz we like to DRAMATISE everything? (From buying food to doing worksheets)

And then there's Jerome my "unofficial bestie".....
Ahh yes that little bitchy drug addict...
He's like hooked on ecstasy everyday!!!
Super high everyday....it makes me super scared!
But it was fun to joke around with him!!

And thanks for listening to my ramblings on MSN today...

Your black fonts were printed onto my memories....never shall it die...

And then there's the girls brigade....
U know who u ladies are!!!

Oh thank God for them too...they make me sooo happy sometimes...
Their incessant screeches and squeals of laughter makes me think that I'm in an all-girls poly...

Then there's the bros...
Awww...."official DOTA-apprentice" Myzan..."stanley bitch-machine" Daren and " 2nd unofficial bestie" Nat!

I dunno why...but these guys made me LOVE E37Q...
They're waaaaay cooler than any other guy friends (except for some in sec sch) I've met in RP...
They take fun to another level in class...thank God I prayed so earnestly hard for them...

I shall try to get over my sadness soon...
It might take a while...
But in the meantime...I hope the situation for me in class improves...

In summary...I'm just a whiny 13 year old boy who wants his own DS...
So he can play Cooking Mama!!!
Hahah kidding!! But that would be nice...

Anyways...UT week this week...
Cognitive down...Marketing and Entrepre to go...

I pray hard that the new p6ers would happines in the youth ministry...

And lastly....I hope people will read AND tag this blog!!!
PLEASE!!!!!

U dun want me to go on my knees! (Trust me...u dun wan it....)

YOU ARE GOOD...ALL THE TIME...AND YOUR LOVE ENDURES FOREVER...

NO INTERACTION?

As usual...Maths sucked again today...

But I have to thank Jeselyn aka Miss Zhi Hui for all the help!!!

Was early in class again....and waited with Jes till like 8.45am for another teammate to arrive...

Thank God in the end we had 4 people...and that last week's disaster wasn't re-lived again...

But then again...the other 2 teammates didn't help much...sad to say...

I mean...it's ok if they dun know how to do...but they hardly helped...
Which aggravated my sadness...

Fortunately I have Jes...who kept showing me madly-sadistic videos of gore and pure disgust on Facebook...
Thanks for the entertainment Jes! I didn't know gore and horror could take my mind off the despair and sian-ness...

While doing ws...Nat kept disturbing me....which was quite fun!!! At least he helped me take a break from the stress of DEMONIC VECTORS-APPLIED MATHS QUESTIONS.

Thanks Nat!! I'll poke u again someday....

Lunched with Michelle, Lini, Jes, Stanley, Sche and Stanley's friend called SPOON...coz his NS badge said "something-S-Poon"...so it looked like SPOON...according to wad Stanley said...

Then went back to class to finish ppt....
Rushed through it with Jes as always....

We helped some people to answer it....
I felt quite useless coz I didn't know much about it...

After sch...went to borrow a Financial Accounting book...it's gonna be my best friend tomorrow...
Bused home with Rach on 969 while complaining aka BITCHING on the bus...
Chatted about our class and ex-class...which brought me to this conclusion:

Here's a shout-out of a big fat F to those shitty people who think that poly students must be more "professional and be less childish"...professionalism is an attitude and not something u emulate...

I miss the child-like wonder we all had...and NatalieDee's comics always make me smile from ear to ear...priceless....

TWO IS A TEAM??

Yesterday...I had Maths lesson...

As usual...it was 3 of us in the team...
Well actually it was supposed to be 5 lah...
But then the Year 3 guy didn't come...
And the other malay girl was also AWOL....



Guess wad....it's VECTORS again....
But thanks to Jeselyn...we were a bit ok-ok with it...
I think I'm in the same team with Jeselyn for Marketing...Entrepreneurship and Maths...

Ok so anyways in yesterday's maths team there was me, Jeselyn and Hanan...

So the class went as usual...and I lunched with Jerome and Nat at Koufu...
It was the....2nd time I ate at Koufu?? Shame on me...

Then we chatted quite a lot over lunch...
And Jerome and Nat were pri sch friends!!!
So concidental?? Yes!

And when I came back from lunch...Hanan was gone...
My first guess was maybe she wasn't feeling well...and went back home...

But then...I saw tat my laptop was on start-up screen...
And I was guessing maybe it was another PRANK by Jerome....
But then he was with me during lunch...

So when I looked over at the foolscap paper near me....I saw this:

Figure 1a

"Dear Team 3, Hanan here, I'm sorry I'll have to go. I've O'lvl classes. Its last minute. I'm real sorry, you guys. Please inform the faci alright. Once again, I'm sorry. Love, Hanan."

Hahah she's so polite sia!!!
But there's another message...if u can see from the figure 1a...there's an arrow pointing upwards...to the other message...

It says that she accidentally plugged out my cable and is sorry about it....
Hahah so cool!!
She even wrote a message about it....which made me felt so bad...
Coz I came back late and didn't get to say bye to her...

And so me and Jeselyn were left....
We were frantically rushing through the ppt....with some answers from her friend's ppt...
And yeah...so 2 of us presented....

But it went well....phew!!!
Yeah so tat was yesterday....

Red, red and red: Jerome, Nathaniel and Sean?? Peculiar sight indeed...

SHE MISSED THE BUS...

Ah yes...
One week of sch is finally over!!!

And I think I had fun...
I think everyone is blending into class now...

Oh and today right...during lunch-break...
One of my teammates accompanied me down to tapao lunch...
She's kinda tall...and she's 19 I think...

So after I tapao-ed my food (she didn't coz she's meeting her friends)...
We happened to walk past my ex-classmate...
Let's call him X....
We walked past his table and I waved to him...

Well I dun really talk much to him nowadays...
But when X turned and saw me with my teammate...he went "wow!"
And when we walked off I thought that he thinking about this:

"Omg Sean has a hot friend with him...."

Coz he was always saying shitty stuff like tat...which always embarrasses me...
He would always tease me when I meet ex-classmates who are girls...

So anyways....I felt weird to see him again coz there are some people you dun wanna meet again...

BITCHES!!!

And then there's this incident on the bus home with Rach...
We were on 969 when the bus came to one stop...
And there's this Indian woman talking on the phone...
But she's not like those Indian-ish kind...
Think female-version of Kumar...with those mixed-blood look...

And she was on the phone...when suddenly...this happened...

My bus left!! The driver didn't even stop and wait for any passengers!!
So that woman was talking on the phone...and when I noticed it...
I told Rach to look at her...and said "U see...she missed the bus.."

And all of the sudden...
The woman got mad...and said "What the FISH??!!"

We saw her lip movements and it kinda looked like "What the FISH"...instead of the F-word...
And then Rach asked "I wonder if she said tat...or just mouthed it..."
And I wondered too...
Coz imagine she's talking to someone and she suddenly blurted it out...

Anyways...here's part of my conver with Rach while we were so bored in class...

CONVER:
I said: "Eh tat's going on my blog"
She said: "Mine too"

Isn't she such a wonderful bitch??
Hahahaha!! But still...it's 100% true....
Except for the elongated neck part....
And I didn't know why we talked until there!
She even drew it!!!

I'm trying to revive back my other labels...like Randomanation....I miss them....

NEW SCHOOL SEMESTER!!!

Hi people!!!

I'm finally back to blogging!!!

Yay new sch sem!!!

I was so nervous about my new classmates!!!

And on the 1st day of sch...I was the 1st to reach class!!!

I was sooo nervous about being like...the 10th or something and coming into class with fierce faces staring at me...

So I became the "fierce face" instead...

And my 1st classmate strolled into class at around...8.10am??

I reached around 8am...and was having paranoia about being in the wrong class!!!

I kept MSNing with my friends and Rach about it...

Kept going about "being in the wrong class...so PS!!"

And then the day started with the 1st lesson of Marketing...

The marketing faci looked ok-ok...not so fierce...

But she made the 1st lesson of the semester so monotonous!!!

And marketing was hard to understand!!

Something about products...promotion...pricing...place...

But my teammates were great! At least they did some work...

Then the next day was Entrepreneurship...

The faci was a woman again....

She was also kinda boring and strict...coz she's the co-module chair...

We have a project to finish by end of 14 weeks...

It's part of the module...

One word....SICKENING...

Bused home with Rach...

Bitched/Complained on the bus...

According to Rach...bitching= complaining...

And I have to agree...

Had maths yesterday...and maths faci was a WOMAN again...

I think we have enough of women facis....

But she was nice...at least she's not like Ling Hue Chye...

Speaking about Ling-ling...

Here's wad I found out...zoom in on it...


And I was so shocked about it!!!
Oh and credits to Rach for print-screening this...
I just "koped" it from her blog...

And well there's Financial Accounting today...
I guess today and yesterday's team were the best...
My classmates are pretty fun...
So I guess we just need a bit more bonding time to know each other better...

Though I have some prejudice about some based on first impressions...
Heh...people will never stop judging...won't they?

I shall try to have fun...
While enjoying bad sarcasm being broadcasted aloud in class...

AND TODAY IS CHINA'S NATIONAL DAY....

Yes...it's 1st Oct...
And we all know wad that means...

CHILDREN'S DAY!!!

Oh and yes it's my birthday too...hahah!!
Hmmm...ok...
Didn't really celebrated much today....
Except...on sat my family is going out for celebration dinner with me...

Oh and I bought my birthday present yesterday with Udin...Shu Ying and Rach!!!
Bought a new pair of shoes...coz the old ones are small....
And yes...it's brown....
And then there's this burning question...

I like brown shoes meh??

Coz while we shopped in for shoes...I kept looking at brown ones...
Till Rach said..."Are u gettting the brown one?"
And then while we walked around in BHG...
I was talking to Udin until some brown shoe caught my eye...
And I said "blah blah blah...oh I just spotted some nice brown shoes"

BROWN SHOES....

Ok on a side note....
I've finally found out about my FINAL module grades!!!

Introduction to Communication Practices: A
Science: B
Maths: B
Enterprise: B+
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving: B
GPA: 3.30

Ok...satisfactory...
And then Rach told me to check my timetable....
And here it is...

Mon: Marketing
Tues:Entrepreneurship
Wed: Maths 2
Thurs: Financial Accounting
Fri: Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving 2

Ok...so tat's Oct 1st for you....
Celebration of Red and Yellow for China...brown shoes and sch for me...
Ughhhh....the irony....

Taken from Yahoo News: "President Hu Jintao extolled the country's Communist Party-led rebirth in a speech to the invitation-only crowd from Tiananmen gate, where Mao Zedong proclaimed the founding of the People's Republic on October 1, 1949."

POLY FORUM: IN PULAI SPRINGS PART 2

Oh finally...
I'm willing to type out part 2...

Ok...I'll cut it short....real short...

DAY 3
Did more work...
Watched 1 more video around late afternoon...
I literally wrote down what the people in the video said....
WORD FOR WORD...

DAY 4
The best day ever!
Finally finished work!
Got the rest of the afternoon free...
When to friends' room to play DOTA...
Played and chit-chat....
When swimming in pool downstairs...
Then hopped over to another pool with a water slide near the golf course...

At night stayed up late playing card games like Heart Attack....
Played Polar Bear and chit-chat...
Returned to room with rommie at 2am!!!

Woke up next day for checking out and return to S'pore!!

DAY 5: CLOSING CEREMONY
Yes like finally!!
Last day of poly forum!

Bused back to S'pore with sub-theme mates...
Arrived back in SP in late afternoon...
Chilled out in SP's fast food canteen with friends...
Ate catered dinner at 5 plus...
Helped out with the decos for my sub-theme...

Entered auditorium for closing ceremony at 7pm...
All the sub-themes presented their thingys....
I think sub-theme 3's video was the best...
They totally explained about the Recession using cartoon paper drawings....cool!!

The Minister liked our ideas...
Had a Q&A session...
I think I slept for a while during it...
Super tired...

After closing ceremony...went out to collect back luggage and said BYE to everyone I know...

MRTed home with some friends at around 10 plus...
Mum fetched me at Tamp MRT and drove me home...

Yup...tat's all about the poly forum thingy...

HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THE NEW SONG....

POLY FORUM: IN PULAI SPRINGS PART 1

Hey all blogreaders!!!

Finally back from JB, Pulai Springs after the poly forum 2009...

It was a really fun time there and the resort thingy was kinda great....
Ok...so let's skip the boring details and I'll highlight the interesting parts of the poly forum...

DAY 1 and 2

Took RP bus to SP...changed bus and took the SP bus to Tuas....
I felt tat it's kinda weird to go to Dover from Woodlands and back to Woodlands again....

Used my new biometric passport for the first time at the S'pore Immigration Checkpoint...
Reached the resort (country club...wadever) in just 1 hour after we left S'pore...
I didn't know it was so near....
Had buffet lunch in this big tent near the hotel...
Apparently the hotel doesn't have a ballroom for all 300 of us to eat in...

Ate lunch with my teammates and other friends...
Made some new friends from NYP and TP...

Split up into other specific teams to do multimedia shit...
I spent the whole afternoon from 2-5pm converting videos into MP4 format...
Then while converting...slacked a bit and chit-chat with friends in Collaterals team...

Played "Get-to-know-the-resort" amazing race in a team of 25 fun people...
Ran around playing meaningless games like solving riddles and charades....
In the end...we won and were the 1st team to be able to collect our room keys...
But sadly the faci changed his mind and instead we all split into sub-themes to collect it...

I was very nervous about getting to know my roommates...
Ended up to room with 6 other people...7 in 1 nice big suite...
We had 3 rooms...2 toilets and a small kitchen...
And the room was all the way at the end of hotel rooms...
It was the last room too...room 538A...

We split up the 3 rooms into 3, 2 and 2 in each room...
I was supposed to be in the room with 3 people...but then changed coz one guy left to join another room...
So in the end we became 2 to each room...
Then my ex-teammate joined our room coz his roommates were too quiet for him...
They didn't switch on the TV....and just used their laptop silently in a corner....sad!!!
So our room became 3,2 and 2 again...

Went down for buffet dinner again at 7...sat with same friends as lunch
Split up to do work again at 8 till 9.30pm...converting videos...

Spent first night staying up till 12.30 to finish converting videos while chit-chatting with roomies and watching S'porean shows on TV....



Woke up at 7.30 the next day (DAY 2 now)
Went down with roomies for buffet breakfast at 8...

Had breakfast with TP people who were roomies' friends...I was the only RP guy there...
BTW...my roomies are 4 TP people...1 SP...1 NYP and 1 RP person...

After breakfast....had to do work again...
Helped find "happy music" for our final video presentation till lunch-time...
Bitched about how I spent my morning to my friends during 7-course lunch...
They had a lot of fun cutting paper and doing deco for the closing ceremony...
I should have joined them...

After lunch did work again till 4pm...
There were games at 4 but almost everyone skipped it...
I skipped it too and returned to hotel room to play card games with roomies and their friends...
Played "Tai-ti"....Cheat...Maths and Pig....

Went down for dinner at 7pm as usual...
Bitched about wad I did again....
Went back to do work at 8 till 9.30 again...this time watching other people's interviews...without earpieces...so I kinda played it a bit too loudly...

Went back to room and played with roomies again...till 1.30 and then slept...
Oh and we also ordered M'sian Mac Delivery...I ordered the expensive McNuggets for R$5.60...
Super expensive and by the time it reached...it was soggy and not crispy...
And wad's worse....we had to pay 7% GST and 10% service charge...

Ate and then slept....
Had more fun than Day 1...oh and I regretted not bringing my camera...
Couldn't take pics to put up here...
So I'll just get them from friends instead...
Part 2 of Poly Forum should be out soon...hopefully by tomorrow...

SO LAZY TO BLOG...

FABULOUS UNPUNCTUAL 1ST DAY!!

Haiyo....
It's the 1st day of poly forum...and I was late!!
The whole bus of RP people were practically waiting for me!!!
I was supposed to reach there by 7.30am...but 168 came late and I reached at 8.10 instead...
Talk about awkwardness....I had to quickly wear the green RP polo tee over my tee coz I forgot to wear it!!

And thanks to me...we were a bit late for the opening ceremony...we reached at 9.10 instead of 9am...
Ugghhh.....bad bad start....
But thankfully it was a really fun day...

We started off with weird games at SP's field...
Played this game called "Captains on Deck"...
We had to follow the commander and get into teams to do stuff...
Like when the captain said "Row your boat".....
We had to form a group of 4 and row our boat in a line...
Kinda lame...but it was fun to see us all going mad about it....

Then we played "Squrriels and trees"...
I was like...the squrriel for most of the time...
TYPICAL....

Hahaha!! But I really enjoyed myself...and made some new friends as well...
Had 1 and half hour lunch....after tat bonded and chatted with some RP people...
And I found out tat there were two guys who are classmates...
They called themselves "Charles and Keith"...u know...the shop tat sells shoes??
Coz their names are really Charles and Keith!!!
HAH!!! It sounds kinda cool but when they say it...it sounds lame...hahaha!!
And I was always sitting inbetween them...so I called myself "And"...

Funny people...hahaha!!
And then we went into our own sub-themes...
And in our own sub-themes...we were broken into 4 groups...answering 4 qns...
I was in the 4th team...and the question was....

"What is the role of youths in defining Singapore's cultural identity?"

Seriously...it's really hard to brainstorm about....
And in our own 4th team doing this 4th qns...we had to break up into further small teams to do our brainstorming and answering this question...
So it's like...
A smaller team in a small team...
Like...my team is 1/4 of a pie and the pie is the 4th pie in a tray of pies....and the 4 pies are apple-flavoured while others are diff flavoured....

Kinda confusing....

LOOKING FORWARD TO POLY FORUM

Hell ya!!
It's finally tomorrow!!
The poly forum 2009 starts tomorrow!!!

In case u're wondering wad this forum is...
It's kinda like this event where poly students gather to discuss "important issues and that will impact youths today and help create a change" or something...
Yeah and I kinda signed up for it in sch when they emailed everyone about it...
And I think I'm one of the few year 1s who signed up for such crap eh?

But u gotta admit...it sounds way cool and fun!!!
We're going to M'sia for 3 days...staying in a resort doing nothing but research and presentation preparation....
Yes I know it's boring but it sounds kinda fun to get to know other poly students....

And tomorrow...we're gonna play bonding games!!!
But I really dunno who's on my team...so hopefully I get to know them tomorrow at SP...

I'm sooo gonna do something nice to this blog....
I feel tat it's VERY VERY VERY VERY plain leh.....

Oh and lemons are pretty good....

ICE CREAM AND GAMES ON T1 ROOF TERRACE

1st Sept was a fun day!!!

And yes...I blogged about it 2 days after it happened...lazy....

So anyways I met up with some of my P6 classmates on Tues for class reunion...

We went to Swensens for ice cream and we kinda like took 30 mins just to order??

It's all thanks to the waitress lah...tat aunty waitress....

After we ordered....THEN she showed us the ice cream promotions....2 for $9.80....which was so worthwhile we decided to order more exp ones....

Then when she took the order...a waiter came by an said tat they were "out of macademia nuts" coz one of my friends ordered the Macademia Mania....

When he changed it to another ice cream...the same guy came back and said tat they were "out of macademia ice cream"....so my friend ordered another ice cream....

It's really rare to to experience shortage of macademia stuff eh??

Then when we had our ice cream...all of us were busy munching and chatting away about our lives...

Everyone had lots to say about sec sch life....hectic JC life...murderous poly life and unholy MI life...

And then we talked about our pri sch life...and tat brought back loads of fun childhood memories and childhood sweetheart scandals...hahahah!!!

Then we started messing with the leftovers of our ice cream...and it was DISGUSTING!!! HAHAHA!!! I should have taken a pic....but it looked kinda like tartar sauce mixed with some brownies...ice cream...ice...salt...pepper...chilli sauce and a cherry...

After tat...we wanted to go watch movie...but one of my friends did not have enough money and the movies tat were showing weren't tat great...except for M18 "Final Destination 4"....

So instead we decided to go to T1's roof terrace to sit and chit chat...and so we did...

We talked again about pri sch stuff....how we saw some ex-classmates coincidentally....and then we played games to kill time!!

Talk about sporting...we played Truth or Dare!! And yes...everyone did dare!!!

It was sooo hilarious!!!

And talk about dares and double dares...

One of my friends dared another guy to say hi to a couple's baby...

And I was dragged into a dare...

I had to shout "I love you" to some strangers...

Another girl had to say hi to those strangers I shouted to...

After that we played murderer without cards....

The "winking process" was very comical...and some of my friends didn't know tat they died!!

Then we played charades from 7-8pm...

And we split into Boys vs Girls for charades...and we came up with loads of random stuff!!

And we chose a person from the other team to act out the word...and their expressions were priceless!!!

I couldn't believe tat the action for Transformers was doing a "door closing" sign at ur face...as performed by my friend....

I really should have taken a video of it!! Ughhhh....

Anyways we all went off at 8.30pm and I rushed to Popular to buy some stuff for my bro...

And tat was a fun day....

TEACHERS' DAY

Yay teachers' day!!!

It means two things:
1) Meet ex-classmates and bitch bitch BITCH!!!
2) Meet teachers and talk talk TALK!!!

I was so lazy today tat I went off to TPSS at 12pm...
Was supposed to meet udin at 10...but slacked till 12...

Chatted with him...puay-puay...shu ying and the other girls...
It was nice to finally catch up and bitch about poly life...

Everyone from the sec.4 batch was back...almost everyone...
About half of my class came back...and they all looked so adult-ish!!!

I think I'm forever the small boy lah....
Everyone seemed to had fun in TP...lucky bitches...
Hahaha!!!
I think like....majority of the poly people from the sec.4 batch are in TP and SP....

Met Mdm Yasmin and Mr Kenny Tan....I missed these fun teachers!!!

When I went back...I waved to countless people sia...
Honestly...I forgot some of their names but I remembered their faces...

I'm not bragging but I think I'm quite popular...
Ok....fine....it's the height isn't it??
Whatever....but it was great to meet up with old friends...

And I'm gonna meet older friends tomorrow!!
It's my pri sch class gathering again!!
Woohooo!! I missed them!!!

And we're gonna have ice cream at Swensens!!! But without Miss Fad....awwww...
Fasting month restriction...but at least we can celebrate on Hari Raya!!!







ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM *breath* ICE CREAM!

COMMEMORATIVE DAY

Yesterday was officially the last day of sch and UTs!!!

It didn't really ended off with a BANG...

But Nas made a video for us....

Although not everyone was in it...it was still very heart-warming....

I really have nothing much to say lor about my class...

Semester end then semester end lor...

I admit I'll miss them...

But then we cannot always be in "I miss you" mode wad....

For the past 15 weeks...

All I can say is this...

Those that I always hang out with...know the least about me...

But those that I seldom hang out with...know the most about me...

Ironic?

No...

Too bad lor...life is like tat eh??

I'm just glad tat I made some good friends...

I hope next sem I dun make the same mistake...

Honestly...I haven't met characters like my classmates...

So atypical...and typical at the same time...

It's like watching a bad drama show on Channel 8....

But I will miss those tat made friendship worthwhile and deep....

We know each other more...

At least....not 0.99% of each other....

LAST DAY OF LESSONS (NOT SCH)

Awwwwww....
Tuesday was the last day of lessons...
It didn't end off with a bang coz loads of people didn't come...
I feel sad for Jasmine...coz her team only got her and Zahidah...2 of them...
My team was full...glad to have tat...
Other teams had "boh-gehs" and AWOL people...unfortunately...
Siggghh....


And I was SICK!!!!
I had a slight irritated cough....average running nose and a mild sore throat...
But the worse part is...I ate cough medicine in the morning...so I was drowsy all morning...
Couldn't do a thing...I had to slur through team discussion....talking through my mouth...
I kept going "Ummm...bai think ah....bit is...."
I even forgot to bring tissue and ran to the toilet to get tissue to wipe my nose...


Oh but it was a happy day!!!
Mr Goh...our cognitive faci ended the day quite well...
My team did the ppt...thanks Q!!!
And he did not interrogate too much...plus he made it very informal and brisk...
Cool....and he's one of my favourite faci...
But the "Favourite Faci Award" goes to Miss Natalie...for making communications one of the modules I had came to embrace and adore...
This is her last comment for me on her last lesson....


"Dear Sean,
A nice attempt at wrapping up somekey thoughts throughout the past 14 weeks.

I am heartened.You know, I recall during the alternative learning plan session, you were mindful about being polite and not come across as rude or arrogant, and I was pleased that you made such a conscious effort. It is good and you must continue to do so.

Today's poster had that "arrogant" approach - "the I am better than you" feel about it. Remember that messages are usually received better when the sender adopts the sincere/neutral approach.

An Irish blessing for you, “May you always have work for your hands to do. May your pockets hold always a coin or two. May the sun shine bright on your windowpane. May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you. And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.”



I felt very glad to have such a fun faci like her...she kinda reminds me to of Miss Natalie Lazaroo in TPSS...
They have the same name...same aura of fun and weirdness...mumbling to themselves...
Sighhh...how I wish the semester wasn't going to end...
16 weeks pass by so fast...and tomorrow's the start of UT 3!!!
EXAM TIME!!!


While walking home with QB...I noticed how sunny it was...but yet there was a windy breeze...
A really perfect day for the last day of lessons...
I will really treasure the times I had with E36R...
But sadly I wouldn't miss my classmates...coz I know they'll miss me...but not for me...
Coz I'm thinking..."Why miss people when they leave you...when you can treasure them now?"

And I'm having my exams!!! It'll end on next tues...and then...it's holidays!!!

Currently...I'm trying to forget something....
Hopefully it goes away...
I dun have to see/feel/listen/wadever it again....

WHAT'S NEXT FOR HOLIDAYS??